Looking at the world from the wreckage of what was supposed to be my life.

**Not a shiny happy post. I'm sorry**

Have been struggling with what to say lately. I just don't know. I started this blog absolutely sure I would go into psychology, wanting to read the blogs of parents "in the trenches" and offer what support I could. I still want to do that...the support part. But I couldn't hack it in university, and I moved out of my mother's house, and my mother's marriage disintegrated and things are so much better....except I don't have my education, am struggling to manage with just barely enough money, am drowning drowning drowning and waiting for a break...

Physio twice weekly... so tired...don't want to leave the house anymore than that...

I never knew it was possible to be so happy with some things and so lost with others.

I don't know what to say anymore. I don't know if there's anything even worth saying.